We all have times when we are impatient with ourselves and our spiritual progress. We forget that we are the perfect expression of the Divine. We were born into this body, but we are not our body. With all of our imperfections, we are still pure and perfect manifestations God.
As the Dahli Lama said, “Cultivating inner discipline is something that takes time; expecting rapid results is simply a sign of impatience.”
Relax. We are all on a path of realizing the Truth of our being, that we are made up of Divine Love because God IS Divine Love.